I went to the Easter Hat Parade at the local school today to see my Girl and it was a happy morning. I am razor’s edge anxious and crack up so this was a beautiful respite from worrying and confusion.
WHAT happens to me at times like this is like a Roo caught in a car’s headlights. I FREEZE. My mind ceases working. I do not function. And so I don’t know what to do. Tomorrow is the endoscopy. Fills me with horror and fear. I am going on Community Transport. Just do that next Girl. I might stay the night at the Kids’ place.
Then I need to determine which flight I am taking on Monday. Which bag I am taking. I need to pack. Freaks me out totally.
I might well have been flighty about this in years gone by but with all the added trauma, illness and confusion – I am in strife.
My son in law baked delicious pies and my Girl brought me one for dinner. I had lovely things happen today. Just shakey and frightened.
AS well as that, half my TV channels have dropped out. The phone camera will not take pics. Facebook logged itself out. Ghosts of Traumas past are whispering in my ears.
ASTROLOGICALLY SPEAKING FROM ASTRODIENST.
Valid during many months: This period brings a great feeling of exuberance and optimism, which is fine, but it can lead you to be foolishly overconfident and to take unwarranted financial and material risks. This influence brings out the gambler in almost anyone. However, it is hard to know exactly what to expect from this one, and you may find yourself in trouble if you don’t restrain your optimism a bit. Nothing at all may happen, but you just don’t know. So proceed with caution, especially in financial matters, and be careful not to leave any loose ends.
Even if you don’t take risks, this influence can sometimes cause unexpected expenses or financial shortages. But that happens because you have failed to take into account some factor that could cause trouble for you at this time.
If you have a realistic attitude toward the way the world works, what you can and cannot do effectively, especially in financial matters, this influence will not do any particular damage. It may even bring a sudden chance to take advantage of a situation. Just make sure that it’s a real opportunity. If you are not clear about your limitations, this transit could bring some unpleasant surprises.
At the same time, this influence may symbolize striking out against the system. You may adopt a different set of values from the prevailing culture and pursue a lifestyle that is quite different from the way you have lived. If you do, you may experience considerable disapproval from your friends and others around you at this time. But this is not a violent rebellion, it is just that you have begun to experience the world differently from those around you. As a result your point of view is different. You wish to be free of the narrowness that you see in others.
Transit selected for today (by user):
Uranus square Jupiter, ,
activity period end of May 2016 until end of January 2018
Valid during many months: This influence produces strange moods and obsessions that can make your life quite difficult if you take them at face value or too seriously. Your perception of the world is not terribly acute at this time, and you tend to see things as you want to see them rather than as they are. Psychic and spiritual studies and teachings, which usually are quite valuable, should be taken up with extreme care at this time because you may misunderstand or misuse them. Often this influence denotes that you are weary of the world as it is and want to escape from it. Spiritual teachings can be used as an excuse for escape, but that is not their most constructive use by any means. The world is here so you can learn to handle it, not so you can avoid it. You can only disguise it, which makes it much more damaging to you.
You can be deceived by your feelings under this influence. For example, you may idealize someone out of all proportion to the truth and insist that what you see in that person is really so because your intuition tells you it is. But you are likely to be disappointed if you do this. Be especially careful in love affairs, which are often subject to overidealizing anyway. Also watch out for a tendency to saddle yourself with “stray dogs,” that is, forlorn and woebegone people who appeal to your compassion. If you can really be of assistance to them, fine. But first make sure you can. Your efforts may be wasted on people who do not really want to change at all.
Events in your personal and domestic life may become very unclear at this time. Keep your home life as neat and orderly as possible, for any serious problems there could undermine your self-confidence and make you more fearful in dealing with the world. You may have a problem with female relatives or friends during this influence.
Transit selected for today (by user):
Neptune opposition Moon, ,
activity period end of March 2017 until end of January 2019