You see, without him my world is narrowed and shrunken. When he was with me, we would get an idea and then together we could go and do it. Go exploring. We adventured and saw places and did things I can’t usually do. Now – I am rebuilding but it pretty much sux a lot of the time.

Today – the depression kicked back in. Then I saw Dr Gull which was pretty good. Did the night meeting which was very good and I am home with little heater on and curtains drawn.

I got more tramadol and I have an appointment with a specialist in Coffs on Monday. I am not sure that I shall follow through but I might.

In the meantime I continue with the careful reconstruction.


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