I went to Dr Gull today and it was fiery but perhaps good. I have referrals to Physio and to the psychologist I was hoping to see. I have blood tests to get taken. I know he thought I was pretty fractious and I need to calm down now.
Then I went to Julia’s wake. Round a fire out at her place. Generations of us.
And I closed the day with a meeting.
That’s brief. Within it, there was a lot.
I HAVE A CALMNESS RETURNING.
Its still firing up but its a’coming. The calmness of long term sobriety. Lordie me. Imagine if the wildfires of the last 3 years are finally dying down. Just imagine that.
The clear thinking is returning. It was a little muddled today with a nose bleed and I think an internal bleed but it seems to be passing more quickly than I could have hoped.
Now its bed for me.
Accumulating experiences in a minor key.